I think I might be having some sort of male version of a period or something because I have been getting a lot of cramps, I feel fat, and I am kind of in a funky mood and tired and impulsive in bad ways. I just bought some pants and I skipped school today. I really need to stop spending money on stupid things like sweatshirts and pants. They are just clothes and have nothing to do with who I really am. I feel guilty having bought them but still part of me is glad that I spent the money because new pants are soon going to be flying toward my house. I always make myself into a project because I always have something that I want to work on. And I think that is a really good thing. Now, I want to work on self control and consumerism. Also exercise, accepting and living in the present moment, learning to cook, making art, reading everything, and talking. Ready, GO.
