This is the first blog that I've posted in a very long time and I am not sure that I am going to be able to continue it like I used to--or even that I want to. I've been sitting in this new life of mine, drifting through the pain pills and cups of tea just wanting to write something and put it out there, or even just make something. Take a picture, write a journal entry, write a poem. Anything. I can't figure out why I am having this longing to write. Perhaps it is that I was so used to it before when I had my first blog, or that being a college student has gotten me into the habit of writing things occasionally. Before, I had an audience and a tangible reason for writing. I was keeping in contact with my friends back home or I was working on an assignment. This feels like neither. I feel like this longing is one that is completely independent of other people. And maybe that is a good thing. Maybe that is what a blog is supposed to be: not to get ratings or viewers but simply to create. God, I'm corny.
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